February 2012
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“Clerk’s Lair
Here’s the mouth of the caustic grinder,
the abyss...”
– an earlier poem of mine
people suck
“There’s a lot of good in you, but don’t ever expect me to accept you.” This is a sentence I quote verbatim from a former shrink/friend of mine. And also this: “It’s your decision. You either can work, or have an opinion.” This fallout wasn’t unexpected, for a change. It lingered in the air ever since we met again after 3 years. She’s...
Stupid, fragmented dreams about talking through glass walls and running-towards-but-never-reaching. :/ Can you miss someone you’ve never met?
Then, brain started rehearsing bad memories, lol.
What kind of person acts like my best friend for almost a year, goes on and on about the Leipzig suicides and how she empathizes with them, calls me her favorite ideologist, and then just a week later...
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One night i ended up saying “we deserved 1918”. Of course i don’t really believe that, but… i sort of do. Like, what the hell is wrong with this people?
the ghosts wail in the castle of death a hellish contract signed in blood thirty-eight percent remained and their futile moans for god
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